A few days ago, a church member called and prayed with me over the phone. One thing that stuck out that she told me, "Face the facts, but keep the faith". I pondered on this for a while. Exactly what are the facts? Either 2 things are possible and according to statistics, 1 is higly likely to occur, with only a 15% chance for the other to occur. I had to come to a place where I had to completely trust God and let him have control. No matter which route he decides to take, he has a plan that goes beyond my understanding. Granted, we all have our choices of how we would like things to turn out. The fact is, it's not about us, it's about Jesus. And granted, it will be tough to deal with one of those outcomes, but as long as I have God in my heart, I know that I can live through it. I will not allow statistics to waiver my faith in his word. Hebrews 11:6 And without faith, it is impossible to please God because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.
There are going to be some days that will be harder than others. As I listened to the words of Sunday's Best Contestant, Jessica Reedy "God has smiled on me", so many emotions began to pour out.
One day I was in my room and I wasn't feeling you
I said Father are you there, Im feeling real scared
So i got down on my knees as I began to pray
Hoping that the Lord heard what I had to say
I said God God God please
I started begging
I said God God God please
Pleading, then I got on my knees, so as I began to cry
He said I never left your side
I've been right here all along
So you can dry your eyes
seeking me like I knew you would
praising me like I knew you could
That's when I realized...He's so good,
He's good, he's been good to me...
This past Saturday has been one of the most amazing days I have had in a while. The sun shined so bright and the weather was amazing. When I looked up to the sky and noticed how bright the sun was, for me it was God way of telling me that everything will be ok. My spirit felt him smiling on me and it was the warmest feeling.
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